23 January 2008.
Day one of the rest of my life and I have to say it was hard. VERY HARD. I decided that I have to do this. I cannot believe how big I am. I find it hard to play with my daughter, the dogs. I doubt that my husband finds me attractive and I always feel like shit, I have to buy cloths from a catalogue and worst of all I cannot get pregnant

So good enough reason as any to loose this suitcase of weight that I am carring around
As I said today was difficult, but I had great intentions. I drank loads of water but the foods was just not filling me, But I will progress.
So todays breakdown:
WATER: 2 Liters
CALORIES: 1594
Not bad for day one. Kind of conforting to know that I can do it but I am hungrey now and I said that I would not let this diet get me hungrey but it is 20.48 and I am not eating now (water here I come)
But here is my great news. I has been about a year since I weighed myself so I thought I would be hitting 336lbs and I weighed myself today and I am only 283 (only !! yea right) many people would rather die than weigh 283 however at least I dont have to loose the 53lbs to get from 336 to 283

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Well I will sign off for now.