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Originally Posted by William Wallace  OMG Sass, that is awful that you had to go through so much and to me it's amazing that through it all, you seemed to have perservered. A lot of people couldn't have dealt with the horrible things you have been through. You are a very strong person, I must say. My heart goes out to you. 
You could have done many things worse with your anger, frustration, confusion, depression, etc. I am curious, have you ever considered speaking publically about any of this? I know you can't go back in time, but I bet what you have experienced could help others who may be in similar situations. 
We're all here to support you through everything, and thank you so much for sharing such a personal piece with us. I am sure it wasn't easy. I look forward to hearing more.  |
I dont think I could ever speak in public about it, But I have a dream of one day helping the molested children. They need people like me that have been there,
I was told all kinds of things the 2 biggest things that are huge issues for me are that I was told that I would molest my children and as long as you have the "tools" you'll be fine. Both of those statements are told to millions of kids and its all bull!
Just because you have been molested doesnt mean your going to do that to your kids. And even after all these years and knowing all the "tools" it still can come back and give me a big ol slap in the face.
When I had my first son I was scared to death of him. Scared to death that what I had been told was true. It really effected the bonding process. By the time my second son was born I knew what they told me was a bunch of bull so I bonded well with him, But my first son and I are just now finally starting to have a strong relationship, now that he has kids of his own he can understand the fear I had and that it was beacuse I never wanted to hurt him, backfired big time but at least now we are finally getting close and are starting to have a tight bond.