[boydbigman]

Admin hello again....

You asked:
When you say you were only eating 150 calories, and then went down to 90 calories, is that per day? Per meal?

I was down to eating only 150 - 200 calories and some days down to 90 calories a day, yep, that's true and taking Tenuate. I had to daily lie to my parents and loved ones saying I had ate more but for weeks and frew months that was all I was eating, 1 of the 200 calorie "Lean Quasean meals" per day. I can't spell too well so please forgive me. Some days, I didn't even eat even one of those meals, I wouldn't eat nothing and still hardly loose any weight. I ate only that and was working 8 hours plus and on my feet walking and working sweating like a bull out doors cutting grass and weed eating for hours and hours a day. Working as custodian at a large high school until I perminatly hurt my back at work. I now am disabled and can't hardly walk or stand due to my back injury. So, now I and bigger than I ever was because of not working and walking.

My recent doctor visit said I had 130 over 80 <-- (CORRECTED NOW, ooops sorry) and you said that was good, I use to know but what would you think a best Blood pressure I could have if I didn't have 130 over 80?

You asked about my thyroid, my doctor has had me tested and mine seems to be normal.

I guess I am a total doomed case and just flat out no hope for me. I have a loving wife and 8 year old daughter and I hate it for the most for them. I guess I am one 400 pound freight train derailing and heading for a soon train wreck with no hope. I just hope God will direct me towards some help and advise to have a little bit of time with my wife and 8 year old daughter.

Please reply more, thank you.

boydbigman