[vntrgirl]

:-) haha I guess I had been holding it in for a bit too long
Thank you so much for replying. It's nice to know I'm not the only one who feels/felt this way. ya know i did try to talk to a therapist when i was a teenager but it just didn't work out and i quit going, then again about a year ago and if we are going to be honest I quit going there too because i missed an appointment and she never called to see if i was okay and i acted like that teenager again and I never went back. It really bothered me that yet again someone who should be interested in my well being wasn't and I was too afraid to call her and confront her or tell her why I never showed up.
Ya know I think I like being able to post my thoughts and feelings it kinda helps me see my behavior for what it is and not what I think it is.
I will never lose hope and I will always move forward...thanks so much chrisydj for helping me feel connected today. :-) You keep moving forward too :-D