[Chrisydj]

thanx for your concern i just slipped up earlier i know i need to get a handle on this because it is emotional eating that i want to do but i'm not doing it. instead i had a sugar free hot cocoa and alot of water and sugar free gum. my stationary bike i ordered is ready to be picked up and put together i just gotta get my boyfriend to get it for me when he has time then i can get on it when i'm feelin the stress of it all, like right now. I'm sitting here the only one up and all i can do is cry and it doesnt help that i'm sick too i'm sorry i just needed to vent tried talking to my mom and she just kept telling me that i shouldnt be at the hospital with him so much or stress out over it so much she is more worried about how my boyfriend feels about me going to the hospital to support my x than she is about my kids losing their father i may have stop talking to her for a while cause it is after i talk to her that i want to eat