Thank you guys. I appreciate it. I am doing ok. Just super lonely and sad at times. Financially I am hurting badly. He decided since he is not living there that I get to pay for the house and utilities on my own. So that hurts. I think I have about $150.00 a month to live on give or take. So when this divorce is done I will either have to do a fast sale of the house and we both eat a bunch of money, foreclose, or go bankrupt. Who knows.....I am trying to focus on losing weight again. I did my cardio kickboxing last night. Love that.

I haven't stepped on the scale in a couple days. I almost started crying the last time I did. So going to try to work hard to drop at least 5 lbs.