[Guinevere]

Hello !!

I am back from our family vacation in FL. We spent a week at Panama City Beach FL. The weather was terrific and the city streets were quiet. It was nice to sit back and relax. I spent a lot of time looking for shells and came back with quite a collection.

I did not remember to bring my bathing suit. I ended up getting one of those Hawaiian types of colorful dresses and wore that in the Gulf.

My husband said I was really hard on myself that week and put myself down a lot. I really didnt think so, but maybe I am not aware of it. I do know that the resort had a whole lot of mirrors and I really dont like looking in the mirror at myself. I just cant face the image of me being fat, obese.

Why is that so hard for some people and other people it doesnt bother at all?