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Hope2Continue · 11-06-07, 02:23 AM

Yeah I will be very upset but am use to my husband not telling me the truth or telling me anything really. I am stuck in my room all the time and he never wants to be around me or just even hang out ad talk anyone is more important then I am. Let me tell you a little more about me.

Well am 24 am married to a man that does not anymore love me maybe never did and I have one son who is 3 years old who I love with all my heart but he does have special needs. My husband has said my son would be better off if I was out of his life even dead then gave me a speech on how I should not fear death. I have a mother who has always cared more about the man she is with then me and a few friends over the net I am to sacred to met due to my fear of people seeing me. Or maybe it more of me seeing them with disgust on there face maybe both I don’t know. Oh yes am also obese and very rarely leave my home cause of the seeing people and the fact that its hard for me to get around as I have hip and back problems. For the past 3 years almost now I have just sat in my room on my computer, watching TV, playing as much as I can with my son, and eating and eating and eating. Well am threw with it and want some more filling of a life. I am trying to take action and though its not easy and there has been many of set backs I refuse to give up.

Am not sure what you might have in mind that would help but am more then willing to listen. Its not like am going anywhere. Well I might go lower to the floor if this bed am on breaks any more then it has. Eh that was a semi joke to try and lighten all the heavy stuff I threw out there but it might be more funny if it was not true.

11-06-07, 02:23 AM	#5 (permalink)
Hope2Continue Newbie Join Date: Nov 2007 Posts: 4	Re: Hello to All ^_^ Yeah I will be very upset but am use to my husband not telling me the truth or telling me anything really. I am stuck in my room all the time and he never wants to be around me or just even hang out ad talk anyone is more important then I am. Let me tell you a little more about me. Well am 24 am married to a man that does not anymore love me maybe never did and I have one son who is 3 years old who I love with all my heart but he does have special needs. My husband has said my son would be better off if I was out of his life even dead then gave me a speech on how I should not fear death. I have a mother who has always cared more about the man she is with then me and a few friends over the net I am to sacred to met due to my fear of people seeing me. Or maybe it more of me seeing them with disgust on there face maybe both I don’t know. Oh yes am also obese and very rarely leave my home cause of the seeing people and the fact that its hard for me to get around as I have hip and back problems. For the past 3 years almost now I have just sat in my room on my computer, watching TV, playing as much as I can with my son, and eating and eating and eating. Well am threw with it and want some more filling of a life. I am trying to take action and though its not easy and there has been many of set backs I refuse to give up. Am not sure what you might have in mind that would help but am more then willing to listen. Its not like am going anywhere. Well I might go lower to the floor if this bed am on breaks any more then it has. Eh that was a semi joke to try and lighten all the heavy stuff I threw out there but it might be more funny if it was not true.