[sass63]

Ok here goes this is going to be hard to get out and I am doing an edited version.

A few weeks ago I had taken another fall. ( I am ok ) My daughter said she was coming down and so did my son. I told them both to stay home. That I was fine but neither of them listened.
My daughter has so mental health problems and her and her husband ( the one that just got married ) where fighting big time when they got here. It took me forever but I almost had my daughter clamed down. And asked her husband just to tell her what she wanted to hear and leave so I could keep her calm. ( he doenst like that she sleeps so much taking her meds so she stopped taking them ) Anyway he didnt and it got a lot worse from there. I had signed papers from the mental health office that if she was out of control that I would call the police so she could not hurt herself of someone else. Bottom line thats what I had to do. Then she started in on me and my son started in on her. Physical fighting started after that. I got in the middle of the 3 of them and stopped it. We it didnt end there my son when and got a riffle ( it didnt have the bolt or bullets but at the time I didnt know that) and was going to threaten them with it. I had him blocked up agaisnt the kitchen sick so he couldnt move. *( still dont know how I did that ) So the rest they say is history. the cops came took my daughter to jail.
There wasnt anyway I could talk on the boards til I came to terms with what had happened myself.
I have talked to both my kids and made it very clear that I will not tollerate that kind of behavior and as much as i love them both if they act that way again they are no longer welcome in my home.

Mostly this all started because I was leaving and my daughter cant stand me not being around when she think she needs me. So I almost stayed home.
But as you can see by the pics i didnt let her win this time I went and I had a very good time.

My eating has been another thing though I need to find a way to get a grip again. It hasnt been real bad but bad enough I havent lost anything in weeks now because of the stress. So for that I need to get my butt back here. But to do that I had to explain because this has really effected me badly and I cant seem to joke around ect like i was before. So please bare with me a little while I try to find my old self again. And as I slowly get back in the swing of things around here.
I have missed you all.