[PricklyPear]

Well right now...I think that the surgery is just too drastic for me. I want to try to lose weight on my own...(but I have said that a million times before)

I am just sooooo confused. The reason I am a little rushed is because I current live in AZ and I will have one of the top three best surgeons work on me and when I move to my husband's duty station (Marine Corps) I will be under the care of military doctors and they are not as experienced. So if I do it, I have to do it now while i am still in AZ or never.